"I have trouble telling if I'm awake or not, if this is real or if my life before this place was real."

i know exactly how you feel... it's just completely life-changing and sometimes i wonder if i like this better and i should ever go back. it seems way too good to be true.

i've been riding the tubes like i live here, trying to blend in as much as possible... not taking too many pictures or opening my mouth when i don't have to because i really want to be a londoner. i like hanging out in coffee shops by myself. it feels like this life could be mine. like maybe it always was, but i was just asleep before...