LJ Idol, Week 9: Unprepared

[threeplusfire]

This week I spent a lot of time in the grocery store. I'll probably have to go back at least one more time, if only to buy a ham. My kitchen is full of beets, white cheddar, buttermilk, two kinds of butter, ginger ale, short ribs, leeks, potatoes, celery salt, bay leaves, sour cream, flour, sour cherries, sugar, peppercorns... Oh hell. I still need fresh green beans, ginger, pecans, and molasses. Oh, and the ham. A real ham, with a bone.

I'm making a Thanksgiving dinner this year. Mike's parents are visiting from South Carolina, so I sort of have to do this. It wasn't a plan. Not because I don't like to cook but mostly because I didn't think about it or prepare. I tend to cook on the fly, to just decide one day to do something and fill a grocery cart with a plethora of random items or to cobble together something from the pantry. Most often I like to bake, because I have a wicked sweet tooth and most everyone likes dessert.

When you watch the Food Network or Top Chef, the cooks on screen have lovely mise en place, stacks of bowls and utensils. Everything is prepped and measured. Cooking is given some leniency, but baking is another story. Everyone talks about chemistry, reactions and applications of heat and cold. Things are delicately portioned, cupped, measured and sliced. The motto of baking is preparedness.

I am never prepared. If I remember to put the butter out to soften before I start itching to mix and bake I'm fortunate. Most of the time I don't preheat the oven. If I even take everything out of the cabinets before I start, I'm way ahead of myself. I realize this is antithetical to most of the high tenets of baking and prepared cooking. All those tiny bowls and exacting instructions often intimidate people right out of the kitchen. It doesn't have to be that way.

Most of my bad habits stem from a certain impatience and the rest from a careless, feckless attitude. If it comes out wrong, I just get to try again. That's okay with me. I am an incredible baker. My chocolate strawberry and my chocolate cherry pies are legendary. I've made key lime Pi Day pies, Elvis pound cake, homemade marshmallows, butterscotch chocolate brownies and vampire cupcakes. I can do chocolate dipped hazelnut palmiers and chocolate peppermint sugar cookie rolls. Last year when Mike announced our engagement to his coworkers, he received a standing ovation based on a rum baba I sent to one Thursday meeting. A few weeks ago I made cookies shaped like the icon of the program he's working on for Demo Day. Today it was chocolate chip cookie bars.

Baking is about the smell, the feel, and the taste of the food. Once I've made something twice, I usually stop looking at a recipe. A few more times and then I start changing something every time. To be successful I need to know how the whisk feels when the cream is just coming to bubbles for a ganache, to recognize the smell of a crust just at golden brown or the sound of sugar in the bottom of the pan that isn't quite dissolved. Baking is experimental, experiential. If I have seen it, felt and tasted it, then I can probably recreate it. That act of creation is joyous and delicious.

So for Thanksgiving this year I'm going to make cheddar scallion drop biscuits, green beans sauteed with ginger, a ham with bourbon pecan glaze, Ukrainian style borscht and cherry pie. I have a few Russian and Eastern European cookbooks that I've combed for notes and ideas, plus a handful of borscht recipes. I'll bet you anything that come time I'll just start putting beets in the oven to roast and short ribs in the stock pot without measuring or preheating anything. It will be a little chaotic, and I'll make such a mess of the kitchen. I'll be woefully unprepared and will most likely have to send Mike to the store for something. In the end though, it will be delicious. That is all that matters.

Comments

[spydielives.livejournal.com]

Can I come eat at your house? Because, omg your writing makes it all sound so good!

[brienze.livejournal.com]

Rick's office gave out gift certificates, so we got a quarter Honeybaked ham yesterday, from their store on the 183N frontage just before Burnet. It was fab, and the quarter size was I think around $20 and fed the four of us with some left over, but not massive amounts left over.

[seitvonzu.livejournal.com]

your thanksgiving menu sounds DELICIOUS. i made something you might like the other day-- chocolate pecan carmelitas (search on foodandwine.com). they involve dulche du leche and 4 sticks of butter! yum!

[brightflashes.livejournal.com]

::drools all over your entry::

Very effective writing! Love your take on the topic. :)

[shadowwolf13]

That all sounds delicious! You sound like me in the kitchen.

Great post! :)

[melyndabelinda.livejournal.com]

First off, thanks, now I'm starving. :P

Secondly, email me the recipe for the cheddar scallion drop biscuits please. I think I might try those as well.

[blueashke.livejournal.com]

Oh YUM.

Dammit, now I'm hungry.

Awesome!

[elderwoodpixie.livejournal.com]

IMO, cooking and baking are both artforms. Once you've got the main requirements of the dish, I believe every good artist plays with the details. If you've got good instincts, they work out wonderfully. Your ideas all sound wonderful!

[gratefuladdict.livejournal.com]

Yumm!!! I love baking too, and I'm always tweaking things. People can never figure out what secret spices I throw into my French apple pies. I think you are a bit more sophisticated than I!

But also, just great description. I really enjoyed your entry.

[connie]

Now I want dessert! (This is clearly all your fault! ;-))

[jenandbronze.livejournal.com]

Okay .. luckily you are the last person in this tribe I am reading, and it is time for me to eat lunch, and you are making me hungrier, reading this entry. Great job with all the descriptions!

[tigrkittn.livejournal.com]

You sound very prepared and it all sounds magical and delicious!

[thndrstd.livejournal.com]

Nice entry. Thanks for making me hungry, though I just finished eating. :)

[rosepurr.livejournal.com]

Most of my bad habits stem from a certain impatience and the rest from a careless, feckless attitude.

This line completely had me nodding my head. This is true for me too, and not just in cooking! :)

[baxaphobia.livejournal.com]

Good luck! imafarmgirl are making Thanksgiving dinner. I think we are prepared...note...I think!

[abbismom.livejournal.com]

Curse you for making me drool on my keyboard!

[dabhug.livejournal.com]

Now I'm hungry. It all sounds so delicious.

[alycewilson.livejournal.com]

Yum! Sounds great!

[roina-arwen.livejournal.com]

Okay, now I'm hungry and it's bedtime! *pouts*

I love me some Food Network and Iron Chef America... I'm good with preheating the oven at least, if not always letting the butter come up to room temperature, LOL.