Dark grey sky, the damp in the air, the golden light inside the church, the white stone and soaring ceiling all reminded me of caves and castles built under mountains this morning. Mass was beautiful in an unearthly way, with a cellist added to the small choir and piano, voices and strings over the thunder rolling. Amazing, uplifting, that feeling that I belong right here, in this moment, in this space, in this time. The profound connection with God and everyone all at once.
My RCIA work begins in a month, and I will try to fan the flames in one heart. She's 25 and single, all I know. I can't wait to meet her. I hope I can be what she needs for this journey.
My RCIA work begins in a month, and I will try to fan the flames in one heart. She's 25 and single, all I know. I can't wait to meet her. I hope I can be what she needs for this journey.
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Date: 2001-08-19 11:42 am (UTC)RCIA
Date: 2001-08-19 12:00 pm (UTC)Basically, every person is paired up with a sponsor who is around to ask questions, share their faith and be support. Everyone goes to Mass, and afterwards gathers for an hour or two of discussion and learning. It's kind of like a class, but less formal. This goes on for about a year in most cases, though there are folks who decided to wait longer. Usually starts around August/September. At Easter, there are baptisms and confirmations for those who need it, and the meetings continue until the end of May.
It's an amazing program, with a lot of great people involved. I think it really helps one get an idea of the community and have opportunities to ask questions. We have a deacon who leads most of the classes, and other clergy and religious come in to speak and take questions at times.
Since I felt such love and warmth from everyone in my journey, I feel compelled to offer up my time and energy to being there for someone this year. I'm terribly excited and little nervous, but I think I have a lot to offer.
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Date: 2001-08-19 01:03 pm (UTC)that made me smile
Date: 2001-08-19 02:03 pm (UTC)In some ways, I envy kids who grow up within a church. (Even though my friends hasten to point out that Catholic school or the Methodists or the Baptists or whoever drove them insane.) I can't help but think it must be a good thing to have.
Re: that made me smile
Date: 2001-08-19 02:25 pm (UTC)One can choose not to believe from a foundation of belief, as is anybody's right, but it is so much more difficult to choose to believe without a foundation of belief, as you have.
I am hardly a fanatic, and I confess I have doubts and reservations like many thinking Christians, but my experience in the Church--particularly since we had kids--has been enormously rewarding and enriching. I started regularly going to Church again when my first son was born, for his sake really, out of a sense of obligation, but it turns out that it was as much for my sake.
Re: that made me smile
Date: 2001-08-19 09:50 pm (UTC)Anyway. I only went to Protestant school for a couple of years. I'm suprised how much I remember of it these days. I appreciate some of the things they gave me: Speech therapy; that now badly abused red NIV Bible, which lived with me for a long, long time, and was my main Bible from 1982 to 1999 or 2000; sewing classes; a few interesting memories.
I remember going to chapel, but I remember very little that happened in there, other than finding the full immersion font very foreign.
Episcopalian
Date: 2001-08-19 09:55 pm (UTC)Re: Episcopalian
Date: 2001-08-20 06:18 am (UTC)