I alternate between rage and despair over that. At moments all I want to do is punch someone repeatedly in the face, or just fall into the hammock and cry until I can't feel anything.
Even though I hadn't seen James in years, he kept a part of my world. Now I'm the only one left who remembers certain moments and the weight of that hurts.
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Date: 2012-06-19 03:33 pm (UTC)Even though I hadn't seen James in years, he kept a part of my world. Now I'm the only one left who remembers certain moments and the weight of that hurts.