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Today is Brit's last day at work before he goes in for the final surgery, the day of our multiple birthday/multiple graduation/welcome back sam party, the day I least want to work, 76 degrees and cloudy, the day Melynda did not come home from wherever last night, the day I wanted to stay in bed because I dreamt happy dreams and the day I would like to hold the hands of everyone I care for.
May. 11th, 2002
we screamed at the sky
May. 11th, 2002 11:50 pmI like the way you are
when we're talking in the car
one on one
...Life is like
you fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get and you make it
honesty
I keep hearing this song "Complicated" on the radio. Must find it.
Left the party early, before the pumpkins came out. Why? Number one, I shouldn't be drinking so often. The temptation to become an alcoholic is ever present. I am just so worn down. Tired. I almost cried when Terra gave me flowers as a graduation present, that is how tired I am. A simple kindness, but you see it's been so long since anyone gave me flowers and I'm really a sad romantic person at heart. Little yellow mums. They look like marigolds.
no matter how far away
I will always love you
Almost cried in the car listening to that, but not for the reasons you might think.
Home now, listening to my live Cure cd on my headphones.
when we're talking in the car
one on one
...Life is like
you fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get and you make it
honesty
I keep hearing this song "Complicated" on the radio. Must find it.
Left the party early, before the pumpkins came out. Why? Number one, I shouldn't be drinking so often. The temptation to become an alcoholic is ever present. I am just so worn down. Tired. I almost cried when Terra gave me flowers as a graduation present, that is how tired I am. A simple kindness, but you see it's been so long since anyone gave me flowers and I'm really a sad romantic person at heart. Little yellow mums. They look like marigolds.
no matter how far away
I will always love you
Almost cried in the car listening to that, but not for the reasons you might think.
Home now, listening to my live Cure cd on my headphones.