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I feel strangely restless and unhappy. It is temporary I'm sure. But it's a strange place to be after all the sunshine.

Any number of things. The war, the terrible choice the wizard made today, driving home in the dark listening to Radiohead, the anxious feeling in my stomach knowing that several thousand troops from Fort Hood are being called up, worrying about friends and friends of friends for a number of reasons, and perhaps even just knowing my brief freedom from dealing with my mother and the car is over since Gene has returned. I need to thank him for these days, because they have been rather sweet relief.

We're not scared
This is really happening

But it is.

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My insurance card came in the mail. I feel weirdly adult at the moment.

Clothes for the day- black heeled mules that I love, black jeans, black tanktop, and my old white button down shirt. Not the most summery of outfits, but it looks good and it makes me happy. I think I'm going out tonight.

I'd like to just breathe.