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I'm tired of the HP rpg scene. While I've enjoyed my characters immensely, I'm just not enthusiastic about it anymore. I don't want to play other people's characters, I don't want to play real people, etc. I want to play my own characters.
I miss my D&D game. It's a pity Jason is such a fuckwit psychopath along with being a good GM. Otherwise we would probably have a game going. I miss last summer and those games every week. Finding a game is another matter. Ideally I wish we knew more people in town we could play a tabletop game with, but right now I would settle for a decent online game somewhere. I have a play-by-email game that is good, and I like having something to do with that characters. There's just a lot of other things I wish I was doing too. Like my pickpocket dilettante Toreador from hell. That's a character I really want to play.
The other night I took a look at the White Wolf chat rooms, and I can't say I was too enthused. Not to mention this new system they have out, which I haven't read yet. I probably will at some point.
Must be the preparations for renfest, the constant anxiety and need for some sort of escapism pushing these feelings lately. It's that old sense that I want to run away and start my life over. That thought has crossed my mind so many times over the years and I've never done it.
I miss my D&D game. It's a pity Jason is such a fuckwit psychopath along with being a good GM. Otherwise we would probably have a game going. I miss last summer and those games every week. Finding a game is another matter. Ideally I wish we knew more people in town we could play a tabletop game with, but right now I would settle for a decent online game somewhere. I have a play-by-email game that is good, and I like having something to do with that characters. There's just a lot of other things I wish I was doing too. Like my pickpocket dilettante Toreador from hell. That's a character I really want to play.
The other night I took a look at the White Wolf chat rooms, and I can't say I was too enthused. Not to mention this new system they have out, which I haven't read yet. I probably will at some point.
Must be the preparations for renfest, the constant anxiety and need for some sort of escapism pushing these feelings lately. It's that old sense that I want to run away and start my life over. That thought has crossed my mind so many times over the years and I've never done it.