raspberry swirl

I didn't want to get out of bed this morning. I wanted to hide in there, in some bed jacket like a miserable black and white movie queen smoking cigarettes and reaidng magazines in between bouts of crying. I really didn't want to get up today.

Of course, once I am at work it is harder to justify leaving. I wanted to, especially when the computers went down today and everything had to be done by hand. Ergh.

I'm contemplating going out to dinner after work. I want some pasta, or Chinese. I can't decide.

Anxiously awaiting my package, which the post has cruelly denied me for days and days now.