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Oct. 27th, 2005 06:04 pmI think sometime soon I will go watch Christine at her tae kwon do practice. It sounds very interesting. I had a friend who did that when I was in elementary school. Christine makes it sound very interesting and speaks well of the program and the instructors. I want to check it out and see if it would be something I could do. I've been trying to think of something for awhile now to do. It's way the hell south though.
Today was much less busy than the previous few days. My back hurts though. I'm ready to get out of the office and start my long weekend. My supervisor gave everyone candy today. I was restrained and only ate half of mine.
Sometime in the past month I've become morbidly, wretchedly conscious of my less than ideal form. I've never been good at "diet" type things, and I'm lousy at sports. When I was married, my husband used to tell me I was beautiful, enough that he made me believe it. It was the first time anyone had really done that for me. I miss that.
But even if I were pretty, I'm still out of shape and a bit heavier than I would like to be. More than anything I want to be flexible again. It would hurt to be stronger. So I'll go check out Christine's class. The way she talks about it makes it sound exactly like the kind of thing I might need.
It will help too, to change my eating habits. To stop eating junk food, which I am doing largely. I've cut out the sodas and fast food, aside from a few times in the past few months. Time to start eating more at home. Time to eat more apples.
Today was much less busy than the previous few days. My back hurts though. I'm ready to get out of the office and start my long weekend. My supervisor gave everyone candy today. I was restrained and only ate half of mine.
Sometime in the past month I've become morbidly, wretchedly conscious of my less than ideal form. I've never been good at "diet" type things, and I'm lousy at sports. When I was married, my husband used to tell me I was beautiful, enough that he made me believe it. It was the first time anyone had really done that for me. I miss that.
But even if I were pretty, I'm still out of shape and a bit heavier than I would like to be. More than anything I want to be flexible again. It would hurt to be stronger. So I'll go check out Christine's class. The way she talks about it makes it sound exactly like the kind of thing I might need.
It will help too, to change my eating habits. To stop eating junk food, which I am doing largely. I've cut out the sodas and fast food, aside from a few times in the past few months. Time to start eating more at home. Time to eat more apples.