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Tyler's supposedly giving me lessons in controlling my emotions. These lessons largely seem to consist of him finding new places where I am ticklish. But really, it is something we talk about, because we all know that Tyler can be absolutely glacial. I like to think I've made some progress from the out of control bundle of emotions I was at fifteen. I care too much about things, and it shows. I doubt I'll ever stop caring, even about the things I can't change. But I can make the effort not to let that run me and every reaction. I'm going to have to break down and start exerting some self control. I'm sure it would make my parents happy to hear, given what a hysterical child I was and prone to absolute fits.

In the end, it will all fit together. I'm going to put my life together the way I want it to be. I think I'm finally almost done with my grieving for things that can't be returned.

edited to add 3:06pm
This icon made me laugh so hard, for so many reasons.