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Tyler did his best to make me stop moping about the cake, including suffering through men's figure skating. I love the figure skating boys. The Czech one was made me for me, I swear. I'm going to have to run away and learn to ice skate. So I sat on the floor, ate ice cream with chocolate sauce for my (nonexistant) cake and it was alright.

I keep having bizarro dreams that leave me very confused some morning time. I'm not sure what that is.

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I really wish I could shake this late winter sense of apathy. I've been exhausted. There's either absolutely nothing happening, or everything has to happen right now right now. Ugh. I have a very physical ache to go along with it that seems to have settled in my head and my hips. While I could see how my head is taxed lately, my hips certainly aren't.

Trying to exercise every day, even the wimpy basic yoga and pilates I'm doing, is hard. I am not happy that it is hard to get up. I'm hoping that if I just keep doing it, and as the weather changes it will get less so. I can tell I've lost some weight over the past couple months, which is nice.