you've got to be fucking kidding me

Anytime I start making plans, contemplate purchasing something because I want it and not because I need it, or achieve some measure of content... I am beginning to wonder if I'm just doomed. If this is just some game for the universe to see how much they can fuck with me.

I just broke a second crown. Eating fucking shredded wheat.

This time it is the upper right. So now along with the lower left broken one, I have no place that is safe to chew. And it's a holiday, which means I can't get anything done until tomorrow.

I hate everything right now. For a lot of reasons, but mostly because I'm in pain.