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I feel like I should apologize and keep apologizing. I'm falling behind on responding to the kind comments people have left and I'm certainly failing to write about anything. I'm behind on a bunch of my responsibilities and I have absolutely zero desire to deal with them. I recognize my anxiety is high, high, high and I am actually feeling a little depressed. I guess that should have been obvious to me, but its been awhile since I felt this particular flavor of sad.

I am doing things and working on setting my mental balance back to rights. But I will probably be a less than great friend this week and for a little while. I'm sorry. I'm working on getting back together.