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Hip x-rays are totally normal. So they're saying it must be bursitis. Take a bunch of ibuprofen and come back in two weeks. I'm sure I'll be fine for these two days. Then I'll go to work for truck days and it will hurt again and we'll just ride that fucking merry go round for two weeks.

Everything feels hard right now, even as I'm finally seeing some slow progress on dealing with my father's estate and my hip. I'm just so angry about everything.