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Aug. 23rd, 2014 07:43 pmDAY SEVENTEEN: a photo that makes you sad
Everything makes me sad right now, so I don't know how to even answer that. I look at a lot of things that really should just make me happy. But they make me sad and angry and resentful because there's a part of me that's so goddamn fucking angry that I had to grow up in the wrong body and there are things I will never fucking have. Like wow, I didn't know I was so angry. Which is perhaps why I've run 27 miles this week.
But a sad picture. I have a sad picture. This is the view standing at James' grave. It is so weird and terrible to think he's buried in this place I've driven by for twenty years. God I miss him.
( For all the other days )
Everything makes me sad right now, so I don't know how to even answer that. I look at a lot of things that really should just make me happy. But they make me sad and angry and resentful because there's a part of me that's so goddamn fucking angry that I had to grow up in the wrong body and there are things I will never fucking have. Like wow, I didn't know I was so angry. Which is perhaps why I've run 27 miles this week.
But a sad picture. I have a sad picture. This is the view standing at James' grave. It is so weird and terrible to think he's buried in this place I've driven by for twenty years. God I miss him.
( For all the other days )