two things I wish I could do

I wish I could sing. I've never been any good at this. It is interesting now that my voice is changing, how many things I just can't quite sing along with any more. But my voice is very flat sounding and not musical. Maybe it will be different when it settles? Probably not. I don't think it is something I could change without a serious commitment to lessons and money and time. Which frankly, isn't going to happen. There's so many other things I want/need to be doing. But I try to limit my singing to being in the car, or in loud concerts. It really is terrible.

The other thing I wish I could do is spend a month living on a beach somewhere in a hotel with zero responsibilities and an unlimited tab for drinks and snacks. I would really like to get out of my usual space and spend a lot of time writing, swimming and not talking. It's a dream.


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