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Things are a bit better than last week. I have a temp crown on, and in a week or two they'll put the real thing on. It was expensive but it is crazy metal and should be good for me. My dentist is pretty kind and the best with the injections. Plus they let you flavor your nitrous - mine was mint.

Things are strange and tense on the friend front. I'm trying to just let it go. I can't control everything, no matter how hard I try.

Weird to think my birthday is in just a few days. I don't feel this old. I'm having the traditional anxiety. So many panic attacks about death.

Just trying to make it through my days. Writing, wishing some things were different, that so many people didn't suck, that the world was a little more just. I'm hoping work levels out, is less stressful for a few months until the big move.