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 I don't know how to handle the anxiety and anticipation of this election day. It is the memory of how crushed I felt in 2018, the shock I felt in 2016, the unending sense of terror about my place in this country as a trans person. 

I worked out for an hour, and later did an hour of yard work. I watched three hours of a video game stream. I don't know how I'm going to keep going.