where did I lose those moments?

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My forehead is bruised, about half an inch above my eyebrows. I think I must have hit on the edge of the sink. This discovery of bruises is always the most interesting part of the day. There is a little one on my left shoulder too.

I have the oddest memory of Gene standing in front of me, holding out his hands in the glow of the television. Maybe I dreamed it.