because it's all I can hear in my head

[threeplusfire]

Jack Kerouac on the road
And in my head
I need relevance, intelligence
A new tattoo, a lot more sex
Broken families, the new enemy
You will not make up for this
A suburban man, he wants discipline
But I just need a friend
It's all for you
You got me where you want
It's all for you
Just stop breaking my heart
You're the blood I'm the seed
And it's all that I need
It's all for you
Just stop breaking my heart

I find myself singing this over and over, feeling the guitar twang mercilessly in time with my heart and the desire to run. I hear when I lay down on my bed, in the darkness I can create against the afternoon sun. I hear it in the air, under my breath, and my lips can not stop forming the words.