threeplusfire | ya sosla s uma

I wish I did not feel so physically ill, that I could sleep past five in the morning, and that eating was not a pain at the moment. The after effects of traveling a few thousand miles I suppose, but it annoys the hell out of me, and doesn't help. Not having a working car is grating as well, in many ways. I felt weird borrowing my mother's car tonight to go down to Metro. Had thought about going to Kim's party, but I realized that drinking right now is not a good idea. Especially if I have to drive my mother's SUV home. So I just played a lot of Shanghai Rummy and drank coffee.

There is an enormous, inflatable ape on top of the Union.

Had a mild panic attack walking back to the car, and more on the way home. I don't know why they are back with a vengence right now. Other than the mild depression and such things. Everything just feels horribly strange.

I just want to change.