I've been having odd dreams lately too, though not particularly bad ones.

I dreamed the other night that we were apartment hunting and couldn't find anything besides one bedrooms in east Austin, and I kept wondering where Mike was but not enough that it seemed odd for us to be living together again.

I also dreamed I moved in with Erin and Marie again and two days into the lease they told me they were moving out to live with other people, which was clearly a Karen flash back.

I'm sorry your dreams are so unpleasant.