my middle class white guilt

[threeplusfire]

Derek just enlightened me to how bad Austin's crack-cocaine problem truly is, the number of middle-aged tranvestite prostitutes, the presence of evil slum lords and a number of other strange things about that part of town I'm never actually in if I can help it. I do remember Patrick getting us lost over there once, years ago. He's thinking about riding along with the cops every so often from now on, just to keep his reality in check. I mean, once you see a cracked out college girl, seven months pregnant and smoking up while being the communal property of several other crack fiends... I suppose that makes our suburban existence a trifle disconcerting. For god's sake, it's right on the other side of the highway.

I'm just grateful he managed not to get himself shot. I was kind of worried about that.

I have been aware that all sorts of things exist that I don't see, and I have seen some of them. I just don't believe I'm ever going to lose that sense of shock when I do. I don't know if that is a good thing or a bad one.

Comments

[janoux.livejournal.com]

i used to sit w/ on a park bench every night for 2 months in nyc w/ a pregnant heroin junkie and tried to help her get off the drugs, if not for herself, then for the baby. after a while i couldn't take it anymore and i stopped going to the bech. a week later i went and she was gone. i never saw her again.

don't lose the shock, don't become jaded and distance yourself fro this type of thing. it's hard to be there to watch, but as long as something like this touches you in some way, you are still human.

[tsarina.livejournal.com]

Livejournal swallowed my words the first time around.
But yes. I think you are right on with this one.