yes it is an irrational fear
Jan. 3rd, 2003 11:07 pmHell and damnation.
I've cracked a tooth, somehow. It must have had a cavity lurking under the surface to be so fragile. It's freaking me out, and not just because I have no dental insurance and no money. This makes me feel somehow unclean, awful, and I'm developing morbid fantasies of infection and pain. It does not hurt much, except when I push on it. Which I probably shouldn't be doing. Even though I'm sure it would be excessive, a nightmare, I want to rip it out.
I want to scream.
I've cracked a tooth, somehow. It must have had a cavity lurking under the surface to be so fragile. It's freaking me out, and not just because I have no dental insurance and no money. This makes me feel somehow unclean, awful, and I'm developing morbid fantasies of infection and pain. It does not hurt much, except when I push on it. Which I probably shouldn't be doing. Even though I'm sure it would be excessive, a nightmare, I want to rip it out.
I want to scream.
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Date: 2003-01-03 09:35 pm (UTC)I don't have dental insurance either and today I had a cavity filled...but I needed to do it.
Hope you take care...
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Date: 2003-01-03 09:43 pm (UTC)Oh the evil. I feel guilty.
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Date: 2003-01-04 08:22 am (UTC)I might go back into the dentist on Monday, because the filling is in between two teeth and he asked me to floss, but I can't possibly floss there - tried it once, but I think a piece of floss became stuck/or embedded in it! Ugh. :)
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Date: 2003-01-04 11:10 am (UTC)Oh no! I hope the floss does not torment you any further. When my mom tried to get me to floss, she bought the cinnamony flavored kind. I was much more interested in just chewing on it. Heh.
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Date: 2003-01-04 01:54 pm (UTC)