read your horoscope every day cause it is like a fortune cookie

[threeplusfire]

Dare to step outside of the boundaries today, if only for a minute.
In typical Gemini fashion, you dread confusion or disorganization,
but a little mix-up might actually be good for you right now. Maybe
the change of your dreams is already happening, or perhaps it might
take a little while longer to make it a reality. Whatever the case
may be, try to let the contexts blur together

Sometimes, I do not want to close my eyes.

In the dark watches of the night, I listen. This is when I like to have a cigarette, pacing through the grass and watching the helicopters fly by, thinking about the end of the world and the age of man. I think too much, too much to rest.

Sometimes I am too scared to close my eyes at night.

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[auss24.livejournal.com]

Where do you get your horoscope from btw dear?
And I know the feeling, though I don't have the same issue with nightmares and such. Dunno, never been much or a problem.
Sometimes I think that maybe I think too much. So much that I'm more or less just piddling, just wasting time instead of doing something more productive with all of my pent up mental energy.
And cigarettes are so immesly helpful, even though I know how bad they are and I'm trying to quit.