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Nov. 9th, 2004 09:42 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
threeplusfireI spent four hours doing laundry tonight. Fortunately it was at my mother's house, which meant I could watch legal dramas and eat candy pumpkins. Unfortunately, I have not gotten much writing done. I've had a peppermint mochas, some candy pumpkins and three rolls. I can't decide if I'm hungry or not.
My dad is a jerk. He ignores me for months, doesn't call on my birthday and now I learn he gave my sister money. Fantastic.
I hate my job. I hate all the fear built up inside of me. I hate that my husband might never be healthy and there's not a damned thing I can do about it. I hate how I feel about all of this and I hate talking about it. It's all just so stupid.
I want to fall asleep and wake up somewhere else.
Maybe I am hungry after all.
My dad is a jerk. He ignores me for months, doesn't call on my birthday and now I learn he gave my sister money. Fantastic.
I hate my job. I hate all the fear built up inside of me. I hate that my husband might never be healthy and there's not a damned thing I can do about it. I hate how I feel about all of this and I hate talking about it. It's all just so stupid.
I want to fall asleep and wake up somewhere else.
Maybe I am hungry after all.