You're right. His behavior is childish in the extreme...because he was NEVER judged. I NEVER made it about me vs. him. NEVER. It was always about you and what you deserved, what you still deserve. But hey, this way the next time anything similar happens, you're isolated even more because of this whole "keep it in the family" thing.
The one thing you should always remember is that I am ALWAYS here for you if you need me. I doubt this small exchange will change anything, since your friendship with me seems to have already been sacrificed to the ego and hurt pride of someone who should have been the one to apologize to not only you, but to the rest of the people who care about you and have watched with dismay and worry as you float away from us.
I am profoundly sorry as well, because you deserve so much more than you ever let yourself have.
And the only one that you have put into an unfair position is you, little princess. There's nothing sadder to me than that.
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Date: 2005-01-03 06:54 am (UTC)The one thing you should always remember is that I am ALWAYS here for you if you need me. I doubt this small exchange will change anything, since your friendship with me seems to have already been sacrificed to the ego and hurt pride of someone who should have been the one to apologize to not only you, but to the rest of the people who care about you and have watched with dismay and worry as you float away from us.
I am profoundly sorry as well, because you deserve so much more than you ever let yourself have.
And the only one that you have put into an unfair position is you, little princess. There's nothing sadder to me than that.