a six inch tunnel through the middle of my soul

[threeplusfire]

I realized this morning that I missed living alone more than I thought before. I missed the silence, even though I know that silence can be oppressive. Mostly I miss the freedom of being able to have someone over. I am thinking about getting my own place when this lease is up, as Tyler is likely going away for grad school. I have no furniture at all, and no television for my movies and video games.

Comments

[water-damage.livejournal.com]

this entry is beautiful

[tsarina.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

[alainn-sorcha.livejournal.com]

I understand that Tyler is weird and sensitive, but I find it odd that you feel so unable to have Mike over. If I made it hard for Emily to have Justin over, she'd have moved out years ago. I know there are other issues here like noise and roommates have to respect each other about stuff like this, but I still have a feeling that it's your apartment, too, and you should feel freer to have your person over whenever you want.

[tsarina.livejournal.com]

Well, it is inhibiting to a certain degree. That, and I just don't want to deal with whatever hard time I'll get if I make out with Mike on the sofa.

[frostwalrus.livejournal.com]

>:/

[tsarina.livejournal.com]

What is that face for?