threeplusfire: (Koshka)
three ([personal profile] threeplusfire) wrote2008-11-01 09:04 am

goodbye Koshka

Koshka died during the night. I hope the ghost kitty found him quickly so he was not alone. I buried him this morning just after dawn, in his favorite bed with his pink mouse. I covered the grave with long branches of rosemary from our giant bush. Filling a grave is just as hard as digging one.

I miss him so much.

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[personal profile] melebeth 2008-11-01 02:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh sweetie. I'm so sorry. I send you tons and tons of hugs and love and support and hope that she and CC (who was always more of a cat than a dog) can take naps together in the sky.

[identity profile] norda.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 02:24 pm (UTC)(link)
So, so sorry.

I was hoping for a reprieve for him after your earlier post.

[identity profile] halfacork.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 02:29 pm (UTC)(link)
He was loved and so were you.

[identity profile] eleanor.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 02:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry. The loss of a fur friend is as great as any, and Gramercy, Hayes and I understand how much you'll miss Koshka.

[identity profile] eroticcakejob.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 02:33 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry Amanda, but I'm glad he was with you and you gave him lots of love.

[identity profile] sykii.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 02:35 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh gods, I'm so sorry.

[identity profile] dine.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 02:49 pm (UTC)(link)
oh, I'm sorry for your loss. treasure your memories of Koshka; he enjoyed a good life with you

[identity profile] beatnikside.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 02:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so very sorry. He was a beautiful kitty. My most sincere condolences.

[identity profile] rockstarbob.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 02:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh, I'm so sorry.

[identity profile] mielikki.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 03:08 pm (UTC)(link)
(((hugs))) Godspeed, Koshka.

[identity profile] charmed-art.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 03:19 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm truly sorry...my thoughts are with you.

[identity profile] alteredhistory.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Sleep well, Koshka. Sleep well.

To A & M: You have my sympathies.

[identity profile] meallanmouse.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 03:51 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs*

You gave him a wonderful home and he was safe, and loved and happy.

I have no doubt there was a ghost kitty waiting for him on the other side, eager to greet a new playmate.

[identity profile] theotoky.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 03:53 pm (UTC)(link)
oh, a., i am so terribly sorry for your loss. he was a beautiful little light and you gave him such a loving, warm and happy life. he would thank you if he could.

*hug*

[identity profile] brienze.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 04:16 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry he's gone. =( After a tough life he had a happy, loving retirement with you, and that's the best any cat can hope for. Maybe next year you can plant catnip over him, so he'll always have kitty friends.

[identity profile] kythryne.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 04:25 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry. I know he had a wonderful home with you.
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[personal profile] marz 2008-11-01 04:25 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs*

[identity profile] bizetsy.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 05:07 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry.

[identity profile] silentjack.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 05:14 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry, Amanda... Koshka had a very happy home for his twilight.

[identity profile] copperwise.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 05:18 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs*

So sorry.

[identity profile] razorart.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 05:33 pm (UTC)(link)
So sorry, Amanda.

[identity profile] isabeau.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
*lots and lots of hugs*

I'm glad he had a good home; and I hope he gets along well with Ghost Kitty; but I am so very sorry for you. Losing a furry family member is hard, even when it's expected.

[identity profile] cymry.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 05:36 pm (UTC)(link)
*hugs* let's hope the ghost cat took him under his wing.

[identity profile] nimlowyn.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 05:40 pm (UTC)(link)
How blessed he was to have someone love him so much in his final years. So few are so lucky. May he have eternal peace and happiness over the rainbow bridge. <3

[identity profile] rm.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 06:22 pm (UTC)(link)
I am glad you were there for him, not and for the whole time he lived with you.

[identity profile] cjwriter.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 06:50 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry.

I'm glad you gave him a good life in his final days.

[identity profile] state-monkey.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 07:22 pm (UTC)(link)
you have my deepest sympathies, and may he rest within you forever.

[identity profile] avidbeader.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I am so, so sorry. *hugs you lots*

[identity profile] kevinblanchard.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
aww I started tearing up reading this and seeing the picture. You two are such wonder pet owners and loving people. I am very sorry for your loss.

[identity profile] in-thy-bounty.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Goodbye Koshka xx

[identity profile] schpahky.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 09:09 pm (UTC)(link)
I am so sorry.

[identity profile] violetisblue.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 09:25 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry. :-(

[identity profile] ladyofthelog.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 09:28 pm (UTC)(link)
I am so sorry. You gave him so much love and joy for the end of his life. I know that he and ghost kitty will watch over you with love.

[identity profile] alainn-sorcha.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh sweetie, I am so sorry.

*hugs*

[identity profile] daysprings.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 10:36 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so, so sorry. My thoughts are with you.

[identity profile] xiuzan.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 10:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Goodbye Koshka :(. I know I haven't commented much lately, since I've been insanely busy with work and school and really don't even have time to be reading LJ, but I have been following your posts about Koshka.

I'm so sorry he's gone now (at least physically), but I'm glad he was at home.

I'm tearing up... I guess I really know what it's like after losing 4 in the last 3 years. They were all old, and some were no longer living with me. Ms. Kitty was one my family got when I was a kid. She was living with my parents and 17, I think when she died a couple years ago. Mini was back with George's parents, but also 17 when she died earlier this year. Then Monty was 14 when he died in April, and Furball was 15 two years ago. All my sweet old kitties. I miss them lots!

Anyway, sorry for your loss. Hang in there and be sure to get plenty of snuggles from Mike & Pumpkin!

[identity profile] solstice-singer.livejournal.com 2008-11-01 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I sent you a message to the LJ in-box, but I wanted to reply here, as well. I'm so very sorry for your loss. I, too, hope the ghost kitty helped him cross over to the other side.

Hugs.

Also, if someone hasn't sent you the Rainbow Bridge poem, let me know. I found it quite comforting, when my first guide past away in March of this year.

[identity profile] coyotegoth.livejournal.com 2008-11-02 02:12 am (UTC)(link)
Rest in peace, Koshka.

[identity profile] kuoirad.livejournal.com 2008-11-02 04:28 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks for taking him in and making his last years happy, warm, and loved.

He and Ghost Kitty will keep an eye on you.

[identity profile] notwolf.livejournal.com 2008-11-02 05:00 am (UTC)(link)
namaste', darlin.

*hugs* Thank you, and I am so sorry...

[identity profile] azhchay.livejournal.com 2008-11-02 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
Last night I thought of Koshka and for some reason couldn't stop crying. I couldn't get him out of my mind. I don't think that I "knew" something was wrong, but I was thinking about him, and of you.

I am so sorry, and I hope you feel eight paws upon your bed from now on. He was happy and loved and you gave him the kind of life he deserved, even knowing that this day would come far sooner than if you'd adopted a younger cat, or a kitten. Thank you for everything you've done, even though I know it's hard now.

I am glad to hear he went peacefully and that he was purring even till the end. I wish I could be back in Austin to give you a hug and thank you in person for all you've done for a lonely old cat that only wanted someone to love and to love him back.

I spoke to my mother to relay the news and she also wants to say thank you for giving him the life he deserved at the end.

You are truely a wonderful person, and I am very sorry he had to leave such a wonderful home.

[identity profile] delchi.livejournal.com 2008-11-02 07:20 am (UTC)(link)
Delivered into the arms of Bast.

[identity profile] schmidtybooger.livejournal.com 2008-11-02 02:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh hun. I'm keeping you and Koshka in in my thoughts and will light a candle for him when I get home. I asm so glad you had the time you did with him. I think you were a blessing to each other.
Hopefully ghost kitty found him quickly.

R.I.P. Koshka
God speed good kitty

[identity profile] siria.livejournal.com 2008-11-02 02:30 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm so sorry for your loss. *hugs*

[identity profile] bodlon.livejournal.com 2008-11-02 05:15 pm (UTC)(link)
*leaves another hug*

[identity profile] onyxlynxx.livejournal.com 2008-11-03 01:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh sweetie....I am sorry for your loss and so glad that he got to spend his last months with you. *more hugs*

[identity profile] ckocher.livejournal.com 2008-11-09 07:57 pm (UTC)(link)
We're still new friends here so I hadn't seen this entry yet. I'm so sorry for your loss - I remember all too well the pain of losing Jack a couple of years ago and have been living with that fear of losing the others all week.

I'll light a candle for Koshka tonight.