summer is here, and my head is happy
May. 31st, 2010 12:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
threeplusfireThis weekend has contained a lot of odd. I've had a lot of contact from people I haven't heard from/seen in years and all of it concentrated over the past few days.
Last night I went to County Line to see my former supervisors from my dot-com days. (The good ones, not the scary ones.) It was happy and we laughed like crazy remembering the terrible, weird, horrible moments of that job. I think it left us all with all sorts of scars, which might be why I can't think about having a "career" in an office without feeling anxious.
It was also my first foray out into the world without any hair. (Yes I put sunscreen on my head.) No one pointed and laughed, so my anxiety is relieved. The texture continues to be weird whenever I touch my head, and I have a minor fear I'm going to stick to stuff like velcro. But I am so pleased in other ways and I put my hair brush away in the bathroom.
I've always felt I looked more like my mother, but I can definitely see more of my father and my grandfather in my face now. Interesting.
Last night I went to County Line to see my former supervisors from my dot-com days. (The good ones, not the scary ones.) It was happy and we laughed like crazy remembering the terrible, weird, horrible moments of that job. I think it left us all with all sorts of scars, which might be why I can't think about having a "career" in an office without feeling anxious.
It was also my first foray out into the world without any hair. (Yes I put sunscreen on my head.) No one pointed and laughed, so my anxiety is relieved. The texture continues to be weird whenever I touch my head, and I have a minor fear I'm going to stick to stuff like velcro. But I am so pleased in other ways and I put my hair brush away in the bathroom.
I've always felt I looked more like my mother, but I can definitely see more of my father and my grandfather in my face now. Interesting.