not a hangover, at least
Mar. 18th, 2012 12:23 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
threeplusfireMy mind feels gritty, like it was dragged through a sandy, dusty road. But otherwise I feel alright.
Last night I had a few drinks and had a ridiculous time gaming online and talking with my friends, and it was really good. I genuinely needed that. Being drunk on the internet with your gaming friends means none of them will hold your hair while you puke. But it does also mean no one can draw dicks on your face. I think one of our number might have passed out at the keyboard, and some of the rest of us careened from computer to bed no doubt.
I ate an enormous breakfast, absolutely ravenous when I woke up late this morning. I have rediscovered the art of making sandwiches at home, with delicious things like ham and tomato and honey mustard and arugula.
Trying to climb out of that well of anxiety. It's a start.
Last night I had a few drinks and had a ridiculous time gaming online and talking with my friends, and it was really good. I genuinely needed that. Being drunk on the internet with your gaming friends means none of them will hold your hair while you puke. But it does also mean no one can draw dicks on your face. I think one of our number might have passed out at the keyboard, and some of the rest of us careened from computer to bed no doubt.
I ate an enormous breakfast, absolutely ravenous when I woke up late this morning. I have rediscovered the art of making sandwiches at home, with delicious things like ham and tomato and honey mustard and arugula.
Trying to climb out of that well of anxiety. It's a start.
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Date: 2012-03-19 01:29 am (UTC)I have a giant headache so IDEK what to say because brain not working.
*squish again*
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Date: 2012-03-19 03:23 pm (UTC)no subject
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Date: 2012-03-19 09:45 pm (UTC)Is your weather as nice as ours? I know it's not everything (OBVIOUSLY), but I just had spring break and I've been really prioritizing sleeping, having meetings with all the support people and professors I need to have meetings with... Organizing stuff like vitamins in a rainbow pill thing that makes me wicked happy in a silly way (and it's 8 weeks worth so at the end my semester will be over!) and last night I prioritized, like, packing leftovers in containers ahead of time so I'd DEFINITELY have stuff to eat throughout my nine hours of class today...
And, aware of the danger of unstructured days, I made sure I went out into the sunshine at least once a day. I forgot in the bout of nocturnalism how much I like daylight and seeing other people.
Now I feel like I'm kind of "bragging" or something, but I don't know, I'm always thrilled to hear about good things other people have done for themselves, and maybe it is helpful in a way to be reminded that while my problems are different (and they feel small) and my life is...you know, young and silly (they still revolve around school, my biggest near goals, you know?)... In some ways it's always this simple and it never hurts to be reminded these things are out there: Sunlight! Love! (Food! Though I know that can often be more complicated for some people than others.)
Oh gosh, look at me, wasting time, like I do. But that's the other thing. Trying to not beat myself up about it as much.
Love LOVE you. Kelly Clarkson lyrics are like the height of cheese but this one has been with me a lot the past several weeks: out of the darkness and into the sun
literally?
<3