Jul. 28th, 2001

threeplusfire: (bjork lightness)
A curious condition of the settings of my dreams is that they are composed of bits and pieces of a dozen different places. Prague streets, a store, the woods near my middle school, a castle I visited and forgot... It can be confusing. I dreamed last night about the film professor Bregant, working in a bar, watching the Tour de France. It was strange, and I felt resltess the entire time.

It was puzzlingly similar to last night's dream, with the Vltava flooding up like Lake Austin, the narrow sandy path, my Russian literary journals, the boat, conversation with the store clerk, working in a bookstore.

These dreams offer up initimate conversation moments, where I find myself very close to someone and trying to explain something. I have not figured it out yet, nor is it easy to explain. But I think it is a common occurence in my dreaming. The atmosphere of these paticular dreams seems to be a refelction of something inside my own head. Perhaps my own sense of drama.

It was nice to see Bregant again, even if only in a dream. We were walking across campus, a cross between university buildings and palace grounds from Moravia, bordered by Hill Country scenery. He was teaching a class here in the States, and I'd switched over into it. Politics and Film I think. There are several pages of just description of him in my Prague notebook. The way he moved, his speech patterns, the clothes he wore, how he sat during the films. I'll use all that one day for something.

Maybe I'll just daydream.

I'm ravenous. Time for grapefruit.
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The grapefruit is not as ripe as I had hoped.
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Watching The Godfather, eating grapefruit and putting together a puzzle. Thinking about big Catholic weddings. Such is my world today.
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Karen's off at some party, with her new object of flirtation. They played chess and backgammon til 4am. Quiet evening for me. Watched one of my favorite movies, The Godfather, an incredible episode of Iron Chef, and now I have Much Music on. It's their version of Headbangers' Ball, with Danzig videos and all this other stuff. I used to stay up late on Saturday nights to watch Rikki Rachtman and White Zombie videos at Tracy's house. So this is nice. The light is even almost the same.

I like music videos. A pity so many of them are so terrible. The video has such potential. I've always wanted to have a project where one song is chosen, and a half dozen videos are produced around that song by different directors. The possibilities are wonderous and wide.

A cover of "Shock the Monkey" by Coal Chamber? This is entertaining in a really bizarre way.

The video for NIN's "Deep" is downright creepy.

MTV is showing a recent Depeche Mode concert, and they're playing my favorite song. I bought Exciter a couple weeks ago, and I like it. Listen to it in the car.

Should go to bed so I'll wake up in the morning in time for Mass.

don't say you want me
don't say you need me
don't say you love me
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