threeplusfire: (crystal ball)
three ([personal profile] threeplusfire) wrote2001-11-08 04:21 pm

it feels like summer outside

"You're so beautiful
You're so beautiful
Today..."


I want someone who will say that to me, not every day, not just when I'm sad, or just because they know I want to hear it. I want someone to honestly look at me and say "You're so beautiful today" just when it happens.

Listening to that on the radio, right after U2's "Beautiful Day." The urge to just keep driving, all the way down to Mexico, was so strong. All the way to the bus stop I considered just leaving, taking off. Much more seriously than normal. I don't know why I didn't go. Or why I feel so out of control.

Reading the chapter half an hour before taking the test is probably not the best thing to do. But I made a decent score so it's alright.

Talked with Clock for a little while in Metro, about school and life and how damn weird people are.

Found something I wrote a long long time ago, when the world was still new to me. I'm tempted to put it up in here, without changing the flaws. Because I still have a fondness for it, and I know what it all means.