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No dreaming of past lovers this time. Just family and trains, all layered in that sense of dread. I wish this would stop. I feel just as tired this morning as I did last night.

I think I'll clean the apartment today. Maybe the physical work will be soothing.

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My dream of terraforming Mars may be crushed by physics. The planet might be too small to sustain an atmosphere, with escape velocity being low. Damn. This might make me cry.

To dull the pain, I bought cds for the first time in almost a year. David Bowie's new Heathen and Our Lady Peace's Clumsy. I don't think the new Our Lady Peace album is out yet. They are however, playing July 17th at Stubb's and I am determined to get tickets.

Slowly cleaning the apartment. I have moved lots ot things out of the living room, and picked up all the papers scattered about. The kitchen just has a lot of things sitting on the counter. Now if I could only clean my room.

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