just a breeze

The weather is actually quite lovely today, not too hot and breezy. It makes me sad to be inside. I want to run around and eat some snowcones. Mmm snowcones. But here I am working away instead. Well, outside the office is gross and smells of manure. They ripped up all the landscaping and cut down the trees in front of the building. It's now a barren, shit covered wasteland as today the men were spreading manure filled mulch. Lovely.

I'm watching with great interest a thread on the BPAL forum. It was started by someone called Raindropangel, stating that her dear friend Angelfireheart had killed herself last week. Now, that wouldn't be too strange. But I have this suspicion that this is all a hoax. Mostly because someone logged on as Angelfire two days after her alleged death. Also, Raindrop's account was created that same day. The two users have remarkably similar writing styles, down to these long run on sentences and commas instead of periods. It really gives me a odd feeling. Angelfire was also behind on some swaps and sales, so people have started filing claims with paypal though there is no money in the account. I don't want to hop in there and post my suspicions on the board because I just don't have enough evidence. Raindrop has given the marginally plausible explanation that Angelfire's mother has used her account and logged in after the girl's supposed death. It however has the whiff of drama to it. I would really like to be wrong about the whole thing.

Edited: Well, it looks like I'm not the only one noticing the strangeness. I feel less bad about it now. Seriously, what is up with people who fake their own death on the interweb? I don't get it.

I keep smoking out of pure spite

Hah! I knew it. Raindrop deleted her thread about how awful it was that Angelfire died, and the four pages of comments. Seriously, how do people expect to get away with this nonsense? Bwah, validation.

My aunt sent me a hysterical picture of her dog. When I checked the mail today, a lady had a big fat and friendly rottweiler that was so cute. I wanted to take the dog home. I had tasty beef stuffed with cheese, bacon and spinach on pasta. Then I drank cherry koolaid with vodka.

You know, every time I think about quitting smoking I get so disgusted by the general stupidity of it all that I keep smoking. I don't want to be one of those smarmy self righteous ex-smokers and I DON'T WANT TO FUCKING TELL EVERYONE WHAT THEY SHOULD AND SHOULDN'T DO IN A DAMNED BAR BECAUSE SMOKING IS OHNOES THE EVIL AND DRINKING IS REALLY GOOD FOR YOU. Ahem. Well, I really want to tell everyone what to do, and by everyone I mean the vast majority of the population who are too stupid to be believed.