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Another week of stalled entries, energy dissipating in the face of furiously typed words blinking on the screen. I think on some level, all this nervous energy, exhaustion and boiling emotion is the release after a couple years of messy biological problems. I've had surgery every year for the past three and I would like to be done with having problems that need fixing.

I'm also reaching my limit when it comes to dealing with certain aspects of the current LJ incarnation. Mostly it just makes me sad, because this place has been such a significant part of my life, my social structure, my emotional and intellectual support for a decade.

Maybe I'm just tired and not looking forward to the crappy 6:30pm work meeting which means I have to drive to the other side of town during rush hour to spend hours listening to the annoying fake cheer of company jargon and corporate doublespeak.