numbness is preferable
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I am so exhausted. Last night I swung in the hammock smoking while the sunlight vanished. I felt sort of out of mind. I can't even tell you what I was thinking about. About the only time yesterday I felt anything like normal was the couple hours I spent playing Penumbra with my friend online, because I was too busy running from monster dogs and giant worms in a scary ass base way underground. Sense of direction, still shit. We exploded a lot on the jumping path carrying explosives.
I went to bed super early and slept an hour after I turned off my alarm. I just didn't want to get up and face the world. My legs are killing me from exercise, so I think today I should work on something different.
I am so exhausted. Last night I swung in the hammock smoking while the sunlight vanished. I felt sort of out of mind. I can't even tell you what I was thinking about. About the only time yesterday I felt anything like normal was the couple hours I spent playing Penumbra with my friend online, because I was too busy running from monster dogs and giant worms in a scary ass base way underground. Sense of direction, still shit. We exploded a lot on the jumping path carrying explosives.
I went to bed super early and slept an hour after I turned off my alarm. I just didn't want to get up and face the world. My legs are killing me from exercise, so I think today I should work on something different.