waking thoughts

[threeplusfire]

Watching people shop at Macy's on the news. Kind of dreading going to work later. It's been a long time since I worked retail around the holidays.

Stayed up last night watching The Women, based off Claire Booth Luce's play. Good movie. I dreamed of catty comments and techincolor dresses when I finally went to bed.

Some closure but not really.

Comments

[quietexpression.livejournal.com]

Are holidays hard for you?

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[tsarina.livejournal.com]

They've never really been too difficult for me personally. This year will probably be very hard, because of the divorce. I feel very sad this year that I haven't felt the same excitement about them I've always had. For a lot of reasons I suppose.

Working during the holiday is always un-fun, no matter what I'm doing.

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[quietexpression.livejournal.com]

I recall when my holiday excitement disappeared. Quite disappointing. Now it is surrounded by reminders of my families and their stupidity; lack of ability to accept one another with flaws.