I'm outside

[threeplusfire]

Finally realized that the phone cord is long enough that I can sit on the balcony with the laptop and smoke, turn the stereo up and open the glass doors onto the sky. There are more clouds now and it's turning grey and dark. Sun's going down out there.

Waiting for my cookies to cool, listening to the radio. Reading fanfic recommended by Reive. Who likes the same kind of stories I do, between our recommendations.

Sitting here, typing with one hand and smoke curling around my fingers, lost in dreamland.

Comments

[day.livejournal.com]

I wish I could understand fanfic. Maybe it's because I've seen someone's entire life be consumed by boyband slash?

[tsarina.livejournal.com]

When I was younger, I had no idea other people did this kind of thing. For me, it was always very private. A kind of dreamland to retreat to when I was tired of dealing with everything else. In a way, oddly comforting in the way reading has almost always been for me.

Retreating has never been the best way to deal with anything, but sometimes it makes more sense.