morning too grey
Mar. 7th, 2002 08:47 amI hope it's just the wind, and the clouds, and all the weird air swirling by me. The nightmares were worse than last night, though without the physical pain. No more, no more, no more.
Everything seems to be sensitized. My skin, my thoughts... it's vexing, honestly. Some of it I could enjoy but it is too frustrating to always be on the edge without knowing what or where or why.
I'm listening to the sirens, thinking about my sister, wrapped in a blanket. I had planned to go out and about before work today, but that doesn't seem like such a good idea now.
The best thing though is that I have a fourth row ticket to see Private Lives on May 25th.
Everything seems to be sensitized. My skin, my thoughts... it's vexing, honestly. Some of it I could enjoy but it is too frustrating to always be on the edge without knowing what or where or why.
I'm listening to the sirens, thinking about my sister, wrapped in a blanket. I had planned to go out and about before work today, but that doesn't seem like such a good idea now.
The best thing though is that I have a fourth row ticket to see Private Lives on May 25th.
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Date: 2002-03-07 07:16 am (UTC)right
Date: 2002-03-07 09:13 am (UTC)Oh my, I'm going to New York. The anticipation is killing me.
Re: right
Date: 2002-03-07 09:17 am (UTC)I know, how fucking apalling of me, right? But I figure, what I wear always determines how much fun I'm having playing with the universe, so it does actually matter.
I first was like "oh the silver and green dress I'm making for the wedding", but for a profoundly dumb reason, I won't admit to in a public forum, I'm now thinking I want to be a bit more girl in boys clothes about it.
Re: right
Date: 2002-03-07 09:20 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2002-03-07 01:50 pm (UTC)Seeing as we're going to be mutually cooing over Rickman next month, I thought I'd do the ol' "howdy I'm Negam I'm adding you to my friends list blah blah blah" schtick.
From all that I've heard through Reive, I can't WAIT to do tea.
Hope all is well, and see yas around the LJ,
-Negameister
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Date: 2002-03-07 08:20 pm (UTC)