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threeplusfire) wrote2002-04-20 06:18 pm
threeplusfire) wrote2002-04-20 06:18 pm
first afternoon
Went well, better than expected.
Gene says, "Sakra."
So now I own a watch, and I'm drinking beer, listening to Gene swear in Czech, and really, everything is okay. I feel better about it, though the abject terror is still there somewhat, in the back of my head.
Remind me to never, ever, do this again.
Gene says, "Sakra."
So now I own a watch, and I'm drinking beer, listening to Gene swear in Czech, and really, everything is okay. I feel better about it, though the abject terror is still there somewhat, in the back of my head.
Remind me to never, ever, do this again.
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But no, I think we should forcce ourselves to certain forms of terror as frequently as possible.
Re:
Well, I'm all for brutal self examination, but I'd prefer not to do it in front of an audience. The voices in my head are strictly for a few, and they don't really like to come out at this time. They are rather shy, come to think of it.
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It is scary.
I think this vampire play might be personally very weird for me if I'm in it.
I think it's a relief to me, to have the voices out there, because while I'm really uncomfortable with it, it's ALWAYS what I secretly want (It's amazing though, the level of detail that doesn't get out there).