going home
May. 2nd, 2002 11:51 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
threeplusfireOdd how everything feels so final. It hit me hard in the car tonight, approaching that dreaded overpass of so many nights, nightmares and and drives. Strange too how the sad songs don't pain me right now. I have to wonder how solid this burgeoning sense of self assurance will end up.
Because right now, I am happy. Despite still loathing my physical form for what it can't give me, and struggling to be better/faster/stronger than the rest of the world. So many things seem to be resolving themselves in ways a year ago I wouldn't have recognized.
Maybe it's knowing someone, more than one really, that is much like myself. I am finding connections I despaired of existing. A few in paticular.
Tomorrow is my last class at the university. My last.
Because right now, I am happy. Despite still loathing my physical form for what it can't give me, and struggling to be better/faster/stronger than the rest of the world. So many things seem to be resolving themselves in ways a year ago I wouldn't have recognized.
Maybe it's knowing someone, more than one really, that is much like myself. I am finding connections I despaired of existing. A few in paticular.
Tomorrow is my last class at the university. My last.
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pomp and randomness
Date: 2002-05-02 10:05 pm (UTC)Re: pomp and randomness
Date: 2002-05-02 10:16 pm (UTC)Re: pomp and randomness
Date: 2002-05-03 05:46 pm (UTC)Re: pomp and randomness
Date: 2002-05-03 08:40 pm (UTC)Into the great white open....
Date: 2002-05-03 11:29 am (UTC)A merry graduation to you, though I do understand those feelings of impending doom....
Re: Into the great white open....
Date: 2002-05-03 08:48 pm (UTC)Thank ye muchly. And praise the heavens for grad school! I don't have to stop yet. :P