I still do not belong
Sep. 27th, 2002 08:26 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
threeplusfireThere's something passing low in the darkness outside.
It seems I am the only one not driving up to Dallas tomorrow. I suppose I will watch a lot of movies in the apartment, perhaps spend most of tomorrow in Metro. Time alone, for a change. I can even sleep in my own bed.
Sometime, I want to see 24 Hour Party People. If only to complain about being born too late, yet again.
I've been thinking a lot lately, about belief. About how most of my life, I've wanted to belong to something. I wonder if my inability to feel close to ideals or people is the result of some flaw in them, or in myself. Do I have a capacity for this? Because I want, I'd like to believe completely. I don't. I don't know why.
It seems I am the only one not driving up to Dallas tomorrow. I suppose I will watch a lot of movies in the apartment, perhaps spend most of tomorrow in Metro. Time alone, for a change. I can even sleep in my own bed.
Sometime, I want to see 24 Hour Party People. If only to complain about being born too late, yet again.
I've been thinking a lot lately, about belief. About how most of my life, I've wanted to belong to something. I wonder if my inability to feel close to ideals or people is the result of some flaw in them, or in myself. Do I have a capacity for this? Because I want, I'd like to believe completely. I don't. I don't know why.
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Re: everything beautiful is far away
Date: 2002-09-28 01:10 pm (UTC)No pun intended.
GO!
now.
the power of rock compels you.
xoxo
Re: everything beautiful is far away
Date: 2002-09-28 01:17 pm (UTC)