yes it is an irrational fear
Jan. 3rd, 2003 11:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
threeplusfireHell and damnation.
I've cracked a tooth, somehow. It must have had a cavity lurking under the surface to be so fragile. It's freaking me out, and not just because I have no dental insurance and no money. This makes me feel somehow unclean, awful, and I'm developing morbid fantasies of infection and pain. It does not hurt much, except when I push on it. Which I probably shouldn't be doing. Even though I'm sure it would be excessive, a nightmare, I want to rip it out.
I want to scream.
I've cracked a tooth, somehow. It must have had a cavity lurking under the surface to be so fragile. It's freaking me out, and not just because I have no dental insurance and no money. This makes me feel somehow unclean, awful, and I'm developing morbid fantasies of infection and pain. It does not hurt much, except when I push on it. Which I probably shouldn't be doing. Even though I'm sure it would be excessive, a nightmare, I want to rip it out.
I want to scream.
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Date: 2003-01-04 10:40 am (UTC)I feel for you.
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Date: 2003-01-04 11:12 am (UTC)I have this whole morbid fear of teeth, internal organs, veins, etc. I try to pretend I am a robot most of the time.
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Date: 2003-01-04 11:22 am (UTC)And don't talk to me about veins- I watched Titus last night.
Eeeeee indeed.