so it goes

[threeplusfire]

After all these ridiculous posts I should have the sense to lock down somehow, but I have this utterly fatalist streak sometimes. I just don't bloody care right now.

I have an answer, and while it is not the one I would have preferred, it is an answer. So I go on, and I will sing songs to myself in the empty apartment because it makes it easier to let it out, and later when I finish my little crying jag I will get up and move on with life.

I hate my horoscope sometimes. Even though it echoes the things a good friend of mine said to me on the phone. I'd rather have my ass kicked by a friend than my horoscope. I am quite lucky in my friends, really.

G R E E T I N G S Gemini
Some things just aren't meant to be understood in their entirety. You
can spend all day interpreting the rules and still never come close
to the realities. Live in the moment instead of losing yourself in
the possibilities. It's best to spend your time in the present as
much as possible. Thinking about the past or future only brings
frustration. Tonight, the only way to get where you want to be is to
start walking.