if I'm wasting all your time this time
May. 13th, 2003 03:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
threeplusfireI've rewritten this post time after time, because I don't know what I'm saying.
I say "I don't know" when I shouldn't.
Too many sides to the stories, too many voices and impulses and reactions and it is easy to lose the thread of the conversation because I'd like to be anywhere else right now. Something like that anyway.
I've got my headphones on, and it helps somewhat because I can artificially alter my mood with the correct dosage of sound. It works, better than it should. Like memories so close to being real, except for a thousand miles.
And right there for a minute
I knew you so well
I say "I don't know" when I shouldn't.
Too many sides to the stories, too many voices and impulses and reactions and it is easy to lose the thread of the conversation because I'd like to be anywhere else right now. Something like that anyway.
I've got my headphones on, and it helps somewhat because I can artificially alter my mood with the correct dosage of sound. It works, better than it should. Like memories so close to being real, except for a thousand miles.
And right there for a minute
I knew you so well
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Date: 2003-05-13 05:19 pm (UTC)much affection,
Samantha
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Date: 2003-05-14 12:26 am (UTC)Am collecting postcards for you. I hope to mail them all this weekend.