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Dec. 30th, 2003 02:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
threeplusfireReading back over my writing frequently causes me to wince at my own pretentious ramblings. Yet sometimes, it is incredibly good. Both relief and happiness to know this.
Strange to see how far I've travelled on these roads, both how much and how little has changed. Some things are constant, like the Texas sky and the moon, which I write about quite often. Some things have changed oh so much. Last year I was still learning how to be alone, and struggling with that knowledge. Now I will never really be alone again.
Even though we had a raging argument yesterday where I behaved badly and broke two glasses, it is alright. These things are more temporal than I imagined. I don't carry the same anger around inside, the way that I used to do. That fact is telling, and so different from all my other relationships. I know that when it ends, it ends and we still love each other.
Strange to see how far I've travelled on these roads, both how much and how little has changed. Some things are constant, like the Texas sky and the moon, which I write about quite often. Some things have changed oh so much. Last year I was still learning how to be alone, and struggling with that knowledge. Now I will never really be alone again.
Even though we had a raging argument yesterday where I behaved badly and broke two glasses, it is alright. These things are more temporal than I imagined. I don't carry the same anger around inside, the way that I used to do. That fact is telling, and so different from all my other relationships. I know that when it ends, it ends and we still love each other.
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Awww!
Date: 2003-12-30 04:57 pm (UTC)Saw ROTK last night, and didn't want it to end. Your comments helped me insist on seeing it as soon as possible.
Re: Awww!
Date: 2003-12-30 06:35 pm (UTC)Oh, it does make me glad to know I hurried someone along to see ROTK.