he's running

[threeplusfire]

The skies put me in moods. The color of the light, the shape of the clouds and the movement of the air. The other day I walked out to find a vending machine to buy a soda and walking back in the beginning rain reminded me painfully of Brno.

If Melynda was here, I would skip work and hightail it out for a road trip. The thought of driving in her car with the stereo up loud, the two of us singing along as loud as we can and chain smoking our way down the highway is a painfully appealling one right now. I should fix my damned car stereo. I need to do that before I do anything else. Then maybe I'd drive somewhere in my own car.

Woke up this morning with a headache worthy of a hangover, though I haven't had a drink in a week. I don't think I slept well at all. At leastI got paid today.

I've got a PJ Harvery song stuck in my head, so I just hear her screaming "He's running..." in the back of my mind.

There are days when I'm not altogether here.

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[tsarina.livejournal.com]

I'm going to take care of some car stuff this weekend and next week, but as soon as I put a new stereo in my car I'll drive down there.

I think we got old when college ended.

[melyndabelinda.livejournal.com]

I was going to drive up this weekend, but then Gene said he was leaving for Prague, so now I'm planning on doing so next weekend.

That makes me sad. I'm going to be twenty-five soon. *cries*