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[threeplusfire]

I am going to wash my face, and walk down the street to buy cigarettes. Then I will sit beside the pool and read my government. There is nothing else I can do right now.

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Re: a lot of reasons

[tsarina.livejournal.com]

Sleep would help some, as long as I don't have nightmares about Communists again! Which has happened way too much this semester.

I have kind of the same issues with my mom. She wanted to my friend, or my boss or something all these years. The times when I needed her to be a mom as a I got older happened more often and she was less interested in doing that. I realized last night that I was never going too make her understand why I was upset. I think I'm just going to stop talking to my parents for awhile.

Did you have a good experience with the counseling? People have urged me to look into it.

Re: a lot of reasons

[jengirl.livejournal.com]

Sometimes a break is good.

I loved it. Helped me realize that I was sane. I think if I hadn't gone to see her, I would have taken the wrong path (Sliding Doors). I'd be so messed up. Helped me realize characteristics that were gained from my home environment and how to break out of them. For that, I'm forever thankful. Its still a daily struggle to change. Trust has to be there, though. If you don't trust or like your counselor. Find another one. But, you have to give him/her a chance, too. I've heard horror stories from some people (Thats why I mentioned the above advice).

Re: a lot of reasons

[tsarina.livejournal.com]

Heh, I have a couple good horror stories too. But it is heartening to hear from people who have had good experiences.

Re: a lot of reasons

[jengirl.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry to hear that. :