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threeplusfire) wrote2005-04-18 02:01 pm
threeplusfire) wrote2005-04-18 02:01 pm
this is free for all day
A friend of mine said some things this weekend that were very painful but needed to be said. Perhaps now that it is all out in the open she and I can deal with it.
Sometimes I wonder if I should have friends. So much of me is mutable and shifting. Every year I feel like a different person, and I'm always catching people at different points in the wave. I wonder sometimes if people resent me for the changeable part of my nature, the way I run hot and cold. I am frequently a bad friend, and lately I have been worse than usual.
On that note, if you're waiting for the opportunity to say something, go ahead. I did a lot of my crying last night already.
My cat is overweight. The vet gave me special food and a meal management plan for poor Tsar Slate. I got him a new feather toy to make up for the indignity of being prodded.
Sometimes I wonder if I should have friends. So much of me is mutable and shifting. Every year I feel like a different person, and I'm always catching people at different points in the wave. I wonder sometimes if people resent me for the changeable part of my nature, the way I run hot and cold. I am frequently a bad friend, and lately I have been worse than usual.
On that note, if you're waiting for the opportunity to say something, go ahead. I did a lot of my crying last night already.
My cat is overweight. The vet gave me special food and a meal management plan for poor Tsar Slate. I got him a new feather toy to make up for the indignity of being prodded.
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Also, I'm making plans for tomorrow night (my birthday). I'm thinking Trudy's then the Draught House...or maybe just Trudy's. I know it's during the week, but you're welcome to come.
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